My Excuses

Just like the others that have gone through several days when they just wanna stay at home or bedroom. Sounds like they are genuinely in their comfort zone and it is gonna be really tough to beat. Well, lately I am in that zone. It fully got me lazy to go outside from my boarding house till there is something important that force me to go. Another part of me feels bored doing these routines.  It seems like every day (besides work) I do exactly the same way to spend my day. Wake up - eat - cook fast food - do brainstorming- bored - watch old photos/ videos - do the brainstorming - eat - browse the internet - do the brainstorming and contemplating about what I have done- sleep. I have no idea what I am supposed to do to make it more fun yet.  But heiiii.... where is that young curiosity about something when you have free time vibes gone?

 Good evening, folks...  I don't know where to start but these several days I feel like up and down physically. Well, nowadays I don't wanna like the old song from: did you know Abdul and The Coffee Theory, yep spending three days on the bed hahaha big no for that.   Okay, I didn't know exactly the cause of how I got sick. That I know in the Sunday evening subconsciously I just don't wanna put off my mask at work. Like I didn't comfortable like usual. I didn't comfortable moving around or just wanna glued in my chair, that obviously I feel it wasn't me, that usually when I didn't get the hint about the case of my work, I was running into the SPV or some friend and make a clear something. On Monday was the same day, I didn't get lit to doing anything, but I still asked and discuss something.  The thing that make this health get worse than before was I went home at 01.00 AM, and I'm okay with that. But it wasn't my lucky day, maybe. I forgot to...

 Hello good morning, I hope this note would be finished before the afternoon. Hahaha.. even though I started to write at 10.19 AM. 😂😂 Today is already the 13th day since the new year of 2022 yeah... However, it feel just yesterday. I cry over the night because my plan for the new year was only just a dream. What I feel right now just yeah I feel ridiculous for all the things related to that. Since I prepare for several weeks before, until I rearrange all the schedule that related to that. I ever hear that when you make a bad plan, you are going to plan a failure. But It's okay, I learn from that nyahahaa..  I don't have a fancy resolution for this year, but one thing is for sure, don't compare yourself to other life. If we looking for the winner of the happiest or saddest thing of human life, well we never find the winner. There will always be someone who has more and more than me, us, you. So be humble, well I'm still trying for that. I have another news, the first a...