People Says September Ceria #metime

Hi,

I don't have any idea about what happen lately. Just let it be. I met people, some bring a positive vibe. She told to me like being patience and let see what we got later. Another person said that I have a potential to do something and should be brave. A friend also told that we can't control people and how they think about you so, chill. I wish me aging with an attitude. I hope we all grow well. However, I am doing mistakes every day because I'm human. We are, all. 

I thought I made problems to myself. I enrolled in another job vacancy. course, or a simple activity for this month. Like hey, I'm so tired but I'm happy when passed it. But the course going to happen for the next month. Fun thing on when I was joining a job recruitment, when I on the step of interview user, I met my previous team leader (when I work for an expedition company) on the prosses of that interview without I know it before and going to be my SPV if I get acceptance. But didn't, so it's totally alright. I can try again when have a chance. You know a day before that interview just get the important point that I should prepare something, but I guess I miss something for what I should prepare but again that's okay. Then, I prepare the materials after work hour ended. Collecting the materials, ask my team leader, and met a friend to make me braver on it. This friend gives a lot of insight, for work and life. If you read this, you know who you are sist, thanks for everything. Arrived at home, I recognize that I didn't well in physically, so I drink the medicine before bed. In the morning, it was funny, my voice gone. I wanna tell the HR team that I going to withdrawal myself from that recruitment but dang, I going to go for it no matter what because I already say yes before. I'm not surprise for getting sick because people at home also all get coughs and fiver, but my voice I need you, LOL. Fast forward I am doing that process, and it was my pleasure to meet my previous TL. The end of that process, I back to my normal activity. Working and not forget to update what I've done to the team leader. 

Two weeks before I know that recruitment, I was sent to the other department for 3 weeks. Basically, it about documents. It was fun also. You know, like a new hire, did mistakes, learn something. Fortunately, it was the easiest from all the job desks. But still it was challenged. I see something here and I can't find if I'm not get that opportunity to be sent to that department. It gives me a glance of how to prepare a business document, I found the company from my brother in law's friend there. You know, I desire to have my own business one day, but I don't know when or whether it going to happens or not hehe... Whole the time I just see from the outside of that company, like the popularity, the community the shows. From that department, I learn a little thing from the inside. I have fun time with the other colleagues also, thanks for the lessons. 

And the day lately, exhausted! I don't know how and what. So, I decided to have my me time, went to cinema and hangout by myself. Even I haven't finish recognizing what it is, the only I have right now is me, also of course God. I don't know what 'storms' it is on my head, hopefully going to be okay one day.

I believe that everything because of love. When you get enough love, it can be from everywhere (yourself, family, society or anything). You will be thinking calm and clearly without an ego. So, you can decide the right thing and aging with attitudes. 

Thanks for stumbled upon, folks.