Just Be brave and say to the right person

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 It's been a couple of months. 

I admitted that I'm wrong. Regardless everything that happened.. I'm the one who responsible for my life. From this I learned a lot. From someone who bring light to help me see things I forgot. A dream, a good memories, everything that I've been trough. Until last these 3 days. I spent my time with a young woman. She know my wounds, one of the person who bring the light to help me see, and knowing what I hope for in my life. Thanks God, through her.. I try to regulate anything that happen in life. We learn a lot trough one on one discussion. We help and try to fix our wounds. We dream together.. Until today, this evening. I was hopeless.. I said sorry to her that I cant make it, to submit something. 

I'm gonna say goodbye for a thing and focus to my research, right after I read my Supervisor text. But I open the web and I read that the deadline was postponed again.. until this last month. I feel so grateful. I have something to fight now, even tough it become 2 things, my thesis and something else... 

Ten minutes of this evening felt so strange in good vibes. It made me to think of this ayah: "Which of the favors of your Lord will you deny?"

Thanks God. 

I learn a lot this week. People said, be brave and say what you wanna say. Believe what you want in live even though no one believe it to be happen. Say what you want to the right one.. 

Be happy Ar!!!!

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