Become a Lover #01

|IT’S YOU
|Fan’s thought

Being lover, devotee, fan or whatever the name who really love to an Idol, is a new thing for me. It can be called the pretty little lover. Maybe it’s a match for me. Because last few days I realize that I became a fan to an Idol. I can’t believe it. I become a fan. I have something like this. Being a lover is not bad actually and it makes me healing enough in my difficult days. 

I will tell you the beginning first…..

One day when I was in Internship time, I felt bored and sleepy at afternoon. I thought that I need to do something or chase away what I felt. I took my earphone and played a random playlist on my phone. I played a piece of jazz music actually, it’s not killing my sleepy, in fact, I'm almost sleeping at that time. In the middle of conscious and unconscious, I hear 

…. Here we are under the moonlight, I’m the one without drag, cause you look amazing….

as a beginner of that song. 

Directly pay attention to this song. I kept hearing 

… I’m sorry for whatever I’ve caused, before today you knew a fire lost, Now you are my lady…

The first impression of this song maybe becomes a wedding song. I thought it was crazy, maybe I could sing this song as a representative of the groom’s feeling to the bride. Even I can’t sing well. I keep that dream. Like I have a dream to give one song to my sister’s wedding party but I can’t have the courage to stand on the stage. On the other day, I search more about the song. I found who’s the singer, where he comes from, and a little background related to the song. The singer is Sezairi Sazali from Singapore. Then I know he is the winner of Singaporean Idol season 3 at that time. 

Time flew too fast and I always hear the song. I also try to listen to other songs, there are a few songs that become my favorite -Selamat pagi, Jangan Coba Berlari, and of course It’s YOU. Till on October, the new single came out, -Mirage. But It’s you is the most song that I played on my phone. I don’t know I loved the singer or the song. I thought the song. Because whatever I saw from the singer it does not make me as craziest as I hear It’s You song. Really thank you to make a masterpiece like that. Because of that song, I more knowledge about something. I learn a new thing. 

After I follow the singer on Social Media Instagram @sezairi, I always saw his activities, till one day, He and his wife going to DOTA competition. I just saw it and don’t think too much about that, even I don’t understand it. 

… So take my hand I see me, cause you made me into this man…

Another day, I saw a giveaway to come to DOTA competition and that time, I thought about the story of Sezairi and Syaza ever came to an event like this. So I try to join the giveaway and I won. I get the ticket to watch DOTA competition. I hope that Sezairi and Syaza come to this event and actually they have not come. Huhuhuhu I was sad but at the same time, I thought that maybe this is not the right time to meet them and hearing Sezairi singing It’s you. Maybe I have another opportunity and in good ways to meet them. Actually, I late to know Sezairi came to Indonesia last few weeks. When Sezairi came to Indonesia at that time I was “Puasa Instagram” –not open Instagram app around one month. So I don’t know He came to Jakarta-Bandung-and Bali and also I don’t know He broadcasting. Hemm again, I was so sad. Actually, I want he sings his song. Sing It’s You. But like what I said before. Maybe God has a great plan for me to hearing Sezairi sing It’s You in the future. 

… I promise so tragic you girl, you’re all that ever need it, completing my world …

You

… you are my love my life my beginning, and I just so stumped  get you, Girl you are the piece I’ve been missing, remembering now…

After had a thousand and thousand times hearing this song. Actually, it’s the first time I’m doing what a fan do to their Idol. Heem... I’m not fanatic when I become a lover before. Just listen to music all the time. But now, I’m doing KEPO to the singer and his life. From what I learned about his country. I more know Singapore. From the 1965 movie, I know that Singapore was from the basic nation –Malay, Chinese, and Indian.  Singapore is the smallest than Indonesia if we saw it from large. But have big power in ASEAN. I always wonder how it is. I ever hear a lecturer said that If you can’t study abroad, you can go abroad. If you want to have an experience, You may get Singapore as your target to go abroad because more look like Jakarta. One day in my twenty’s life, I want to trip to Singapore, as a solo traveler or as a worker or as a fan hahaha whatever. 

… All the times being no show me the way, let me hear, let me hold right through the gold street to you, you are my love my life my beginning…

You

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Play on everyday :D

Mirage, Never mend, It's you, Selamat pagi, Jangan Coba Berlari, Mirage, Never mend, It's you, Selamat pagi, Jangan Coba Berlari, Mirage, Never mend, It's you, Selamat pagi, Jangan Coba Berlari..... and so on.

And one of those like is from him :D